Will hopefully have the internet back soon.

Have started feeling bad about recent events. Feeling down, depressed and very heart broken....

My new house mate Cat has been wonderful and i feel very much at home now. But i still feel mis placed and used and very worthless.....


I keep asking myself....would i be feeling slightly better about the situation if i felt like he cared even a little about passed events. That any of it actually meant anything at all to him....

Instead i find myself very lost for words....

I can only hope this feeling goes away very very soon....